Really? Now “They” give that nice little bit of information? Not what I signed up for. I’m turning around and going back…..AND I want a refund! Wow it has been a long time since I last posted. I keep telling my self I will do better and post at least once a week. Then something else happens and knocks me for a loop. All the stress just makes my fibro worse. I am currently fighting bronchitis too. I would like to put Christmas on hold but for some reason old Saint Nick isn’t returning my calls. With all the deaths this year, I just don’t feel like singing x-mas songs and putting up a Christmas tree. I really do miss my aunt who died a few months ago. My sister passed this past year and now my brother a couple of weeks ago. I am now an only child. Well then let me say that my older son has stopped speaking to me and he will not say why. Wants me to figure it out…. may have to do with FMS which I heard him say “FMS” isn’t a real illness. Just a reason to check out and not be a good mother. Seems to have forgotten when I worked two jobs at times to make ends meet and without help of child support. Most of what I missed out on was school stuff for him but that was due to working {at the start} and not FMS. Later once I could no longer work due to FMS, I was able to do a few more school things with my younger son but not many and only after some of our more stressful issues {i.e. unable to work so little money from me} were resolved. Less stress = Less FMS. I have always been proud of him and he is doing well for himself. Still am proud of him and love him so much. Both of my sons for that matter. I hope he will come and talk to me. I told him my door is always open. I would go to him but pretty much home bound now a days and he said not to try to come over to his home. Just one more thing FMS has cost me. I don’t understand how people can say firbromites are just faking FMS. WHO WOULD WANT THIS KIND OF PAIN? This kind of life? To miss out on so much of the lives of the ones we love? Then to be blamed for missing out and messing everything up for everyone else. Anyway, wish Mrs. Saint Nick would get the old man to call me back. If he don’t call me before the 25th I’m going to post a sign next to my chimney….”Enter at your own risk”… yep I’ve set a few traps…. hope one and all are having a better time than me…. have a sip or two of Christmas cheer until our paths cross again…. Lila
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