It’s raining again and like always it leaves me in more pain and next to no sleep. The dark circles under my eyes are fast becoming double rings…. more like raccoon eyes…gosh it seems like more than ever I am have a high degree of pain on my skin…. that doesn’t sound right I know [...]
Posts Tagged ‘lost’
Feeling a little lost….
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged chronic illness, chronic pain, depression, emotional pain, FEAR, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, flare ups, flu shots, FMS, friends, health, living with pain, lost, lost loves, rainy days, sadness, sleeplessness, weather on December 15, 2009 | 11 Comments »
Here I go again…. or not…
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged abandonment, blog, chronic illness, chronic pain, emotional pain, FEAR, fibro, Fibromyalgia, flare ups, FMS, Guilt, health, life, living, living with pain, loss, lost, lost loves, psoriatic arthritis, sleeplessness, spooners, starting over?, survivor, truth on November 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I so dislike having to start over again. I can find so many reasons not to start over. That’s part of the reason I don’t mind being single and have been looking forward to my last nestling flying the coup full-time at the start of the year. At last! No one to have to think about. [...]
I Double Checked and Yes I really Am Still Alive….Huh…
Posted in Bad Days...., tagged acute illness, blog, chronic illness, chronic pain, doctor's office, Emergency Room, emotional pain, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, FMS, health, life, living, living with pain, loss, lost, moments of joy, survivor, truth on November 3, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I haven’t been able to post in a while. I knew this would happen. Still it has left me feeling guilty. I’m good at doing that…..I’ve had a lot of practice. Even with the shape I’m in… I still find I can kick myself around very well. Things have just been very hard of late. My [...]
Things Lost and Things Found in the Fibro Fog….. part 3
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged abandonment, blessings, blog, boundaries, chronic illness, chronic pain, church, emotional pain, FAITH, FEAR, fibro, Fibromyalgia, FMS, found, homeless, life, living, living with pain, long term disability insurance, loss, lost, pain medication discrimination, psoriatic arthritis, religion, sadness, serenity, shame, strength, survivor, truth on September 15, 2009 | 4 Comments »
This is going to be a rough one to do….and keeping it honest will be painful in many ways and the boundaries of just what has been lost and what has been found can become blurred ….. even now I pause and think about deleting this and doing something else….. a sure sign I really [...]
Now This Was A First….Even For Me…lol…
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged blog, chronic illness, chronic pain, critter, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, FMS, funny, health, life, living, living with pain, lost, moments of joy, turkey vulture, weird on September 6, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Turkey Vulture photo by Lila Well I told myself that I would not use photos on this blog, but this is such a weird and funny thing how could I pass it up? Look I know that I have been feeling really bad but come on now….. what’s up with the vulture showing [...]
Things Lost and Things Found in the Fibro Fog ….. part 2
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged chronic illness, chronic pain, family, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, FMS, found, friends, life, living, living with pain, lost, moments of joy, rainy days, serenity, survivor on August 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Oh yeah, this can never get old…… my lists of lost and found…. or …. found then lost? May be more like it around here…. yep… I’m not being perky here… just a tiny bit sarcastic….. that’s all. So, down to business…. and with a faint smile on my face…… what have I found? I [...]
Things Lost and Things Found in the Fibro Fog…..part 1
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged chronic illness, church, doctors, family, FEAR, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, FMS, found, health, homehealth care, life, living, living with pain, lost, serenity, survivor, truth on August 17, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I think I have avoided posting here for sometime now due to the promise I made to myself about being honest in my posts here. So much more easily said than done. As I’ve been searching and asking myself why, I’ve come to find a sort of list of things lost and found due to this [...]
