Only a few days now and I’ll be all on my own. I’ve been waiting for this day for the last 18 years….well not really but being an empty nester at one time meant I would be free to go and do as I pleased…. a sense of freedom not felt since I was 24 [...]
Posts Tagged ‘lost loves’
THE TIMES ARE A CHANGING….
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged abandonment, chronic pain, courage and wisdom, emotional pain, empty nester, FEAR, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, FMS, living, loss, lost loves, nature, outdoors, panic, sadness, survivor, truth on January 13, 2010 | 3 Comments »
Feeling a little lost….
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged chronic illness, chronic pain, depression, emotional pain, FEAR, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, flare ups, flu shots, FMS, friends, health, living with pain, lost, lost loves, rainy days, sadness, sleeplessness, weather on December 15, 2009 | 11 Comments »
It’s raining again and like always it leaves me in more pain and next to no sleep. The dark circles under my eyes are fast becoming double rings…. more like raccoon eyes…gosh it seems like more than ever I am have a high degree of pain on my skin…. that doesn’t sound right I know [...]
Here I go again…. or not…
Posted in Hell If I Know Days...., tagged abandonment, blog, chronic illness, chronic pain, emotional pain, FEAR, fibro, Fibromyalgia, flare ups, FMS, Guilt, health, life, living, living with pain, loss, lost, lost loves, psoriatic arthritis, sleeplessness, spooners, starting over?, survivor, truth on November 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I so dislike having to start over again. I can find so many reasons not to start over. That’s part of the reason I don’t mind being single and have been looking forward to my last nestling flying the coup full-timeĀ at the start of the year. At last! No one to have to think about. [...]
I’M STILL WAITING……
Posted in Bad Days...., tagged abandonment, blog, chronic illness, chronic pain, emotional pain, FEAR, fibro, fibro fog, Fibromyalgia, flare ups, FMS, IBS, life, living, living with pain, loss, lost loves, painful skin, psoriatic arthritis, rainy days, sadness, sleeplessness, survivor, truth, weather on October 12, 2009 | 7 Comments »
I’m still telling myself that it will be OK but I don’t think it’s working. I still feel awful even when it’s not raining. My skin is hurting. I sleep very little and even when I do I don’t feel rested. I know this is just the way things are with fibro but that doesn’t [...]
